Wednesday, August 19, 2009Y
My driving instructor is trying to kill me.
Months ago (I think it was 2), that stupid uncle told me off for being a slow learner, that he has never seen such a lousy driver before, that I should change to auto because apparently, my skills are too lousy to handle manual. I remembered crying that day and I was ready to give up and seriously considered changing to auto. After which, I decided I wasn't going to give up that easily. If I'm so slow, then I'm just going to have to take longer than others just to learn the basics. I don't care how much longer, I'm just going to get it eventually, and I was determined to prove to that stupid man.
Today, I finally could control that stupid thing you call a clutch without stalling. Yes, I'm damn slow, but I did it okay! So that stupid uncle said,' finally we can move on to parking.' YES, FINALLY. I suspect he doesn't like it that I improved, cause he forced me to learn parking atop a multistorey carkpark when the open-spaced one below was perfectly empty. To get above the multistorey carpark, I had to go up this winding path. Oh my god, I could just die. My short legs had to stress on the accelerator so that we could go up and I had to turn and turn and turn!!! I was praying damn hard that I don't knock into the walls or end up sliding downwards.
This is something like the one I went on. I was concentrating very very hard so I think I might have displayed a very agitated espression or something cause the uncle said,' I asking you to turn leh, not ask you to shit, you give that kind of face for what!' Thanks...apparently I have a shit face when I'm driving upslope.
In anycase it was sort of encouraging today, I felt like I finally made some advancement. Come on man, I can so do this!
School is horrible!! I hate my timetable so much! And I don't understand my study materials. I miss maths and biology and chemistry. I hate the transport there. ARrghh.
I don't like being anyone's last resort! Don't find me because you have NO OTHER CHOICE. It sucks to feel like you're being used...
Thursday, August 13, 2009Y
ARRGHH. I hate this!!!
It's day 2 of the official uni life. Everything about it pisses me off! I don't like this whole freedom given to us thing. It's so difficult to arrange the same tutorial time slots with people just so you'll have friends going for tutorial with you. I was trying to do so with 4 people today and it was frustrating enough to try to accomodate everyone's time table without clashing and they still continue to get more people to join in our group. Obviously with more people, more clashes will occur and we'll just never get the time slots we want!! It's quite ridiculous really! Just because some of them have later lectures, they expect the rest of us to wait till they are done to attend tutorial afterwards, meaning we might end up having to wait for 4 hours! And some, because they cannot get out of bed early, refuse to come at 9am for lessons. Hello? I recall JC having to go school by 8! Just because we're given the choice now, 9 becomes TOO early! What's with that attitude la?!!
It's even more complicated when 8 of us are on msn conver-ing all at the same time! NOTHING IS DONE! We started discussing at 7, and it's 2am now but NOTHING IS SETTLED! I don't even know what they're trying to do! Sighs, weird enough, I kinda miss PW where my group could be so focussed even on msn! Damn proud of my group! (you guys know who you are! =D) Yup, the conversation is still on-going..I'm just blogging while waiting for them to get back on topic....
2.06am/
Oriana: We should reach slightly pass 9.
Me: Won't we be late?
Oriana: The previous slot might be too early.
Priscilla: If we reach too early, we can emo one corner and do silent cheers!
Oriana: Oh ohhhh STEADY ACE
Priscilla: ACE ACE ACE!!!
Me: Pris! you promised not to cheer today!!
Priscilla: Whooo hoo!! Oriana!! Cheer with me!!!
Oriana: OKAY! :))
Short extract of my very productive conversation. In fact, I think I'm so pissed, I'm going to sleep! ARRGHHH...
Tuesday, August 11, 2009Y
I'm seriously such a genius. I was suppose to have my Bio: Genes and Society lecture every Tuesday and so I simply assumed today was the first day of school! I was like so excited and even went 2 hrs earlier to meet Sab to have lunch before going for lecture. When I FINALLY reached, (because the stupid bus 95 was sooo full that I had to wait for 3), I met Jean at the forum bookshop where she told me the lecture only starts next week. Stupid me didn't check the notice and turned up today!!! Omg..if I had just went to the LT, I would be damn shock that there was no one there!
In conclusion: I'm so BLUR!
Seriously, it took me forever to get to NUS only to realise I could have been at home instead soaking air con. Well since I was out, I went to get myself Peach Red Tea, something which I've been craving for quite a while.
I need a secretary...anyone?
Wednesday, August 05, 2009Y
SIGHS!! I screw up my time table. I so very much wanted my Tuesdays and Fridays to be free. But I went ahead to choose a bio module over a maths one, and so...I have to go school EVERYDAY!!! Arghh. Seniors said that in maths, it's going to be damn hard to score, because you've got to compete with the PRCs, they are going to raise the bell curve by alot! Sucks. I really really wanted maths! I swear I'm going to take it next semester when I grow accustomed to this whole uni thing.
Camp today was fun!! We went to sentosa! Seriously, I love the beach! I finally felt some bonding today, after like 5 days of camp? The few of us sneaked off 30 minutes early before ending time while the rest of the faculty were busy cheering, to wash up and bathe. So we had time to head over to vivo for dinner. I love small groups, we got to talk and know each other so much better. =)
I'm going to pon camp again tomorrow. They're going to play amazing race and the lame reason for me ponning is because I simply refuse to keep tapping my ezlink card to travel around Singapore to sweat it out. Now I'm using my own money to top up my card, no way am I going to waste my money. HAHA. I seriously think I'm getting cheap. Sorry to my mates again, for ps-ing you guys.
Heard this song over on radio the other day! I think it's a pretty good cheer-up song, made me smile even when I'm feeling damn shitty that day. Listen to track 2 on my music playlist for this song!
Uncle Kracker - Smile
You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
I'm super guilty!!
It's 11.50am now, and I'm supposed to be in camp!! But I'm not...BECAUSE I WOKE UP LATE!!! Today is suppose to be flag day. Yesterday during camp, my og people were actually intending to pon today's camp because we don't want to be out collecting money! (I don't even know why is this part of orientation) But I was convincing them to come anyway and we all promised to attend camp today. When we were told to reach at 8, everyone was grumbling, but I was telling them 'don't care ah, die also we must come tomorrow'. And shit, of all people, I was the one who couldn't wake up! Woke up at 7.30am today and had 4 missed calls from my og mates. So...the idiot me cooked up some story about being sick so I couldn't go. Stupid, I think they're all going to hate me.
Right now, I'm at home doing my second round of the horrendous bidding for my general elective modules. I so regret taking lit now, it clashes with EVERYTHING!! I'm still deciding whether to take bio or maths. Maths takes place on mon and wed but its from 6-8 in the evening! I think my brain cells might burn off and sizzle in my head by 3pm, how do you expect me to digest anything beyond that. Plus if I had some last min project I need to do for the nexy day, I wouldn't have any time! Then I was considering taking bio. But my stupid lit lecture would clash with the first lecture group of bio so I have no choice but to consider the second lecture group. But then again, its taking place on Tue and Fri, which by right, I didn't actually have to go to school. It's damn shitty if I have to just go to school for a 2 hrs lecture!!
Oh my god..some idiot just bidded 2000+ points in Bio and in Maths. I only have 400!!! Crap! I'd better decide this fast....!!!
