Tuesday, February 05, 2008Y
: Its going to be complains.
I think Ms Chan hates me.
And I don't think it's me thats dwelling too much. I don't know why, but she is always upset with me or something. I am never one of those that will reach school early, but I am never late. Then I have no idea why everytime i end up queueing at the back, she will be staring at me then she will use that tone to ask me to move up to the front.
I failed my chem test. Then what she said really startled me. She actually said,"
To me, position is more important than results itself." Huh...so if I fail and still end up top, is okay lah? She even wrote on my paper,"
Did you even prepare for this test? You will never be ready for the A levels at this rate." That was damn hurting. Does she know how long I cooped myself up at home, forcing myself to wake up early JUST SO I can get more time to study? How I missed going to my grandma's house and having to waste her efforts cooking for me JUST SO I can prepare for this damn test? She sees none and she can come and ask me if I studied. Fine, say my study methods are wrong. Say my understanding is weak. Still, she shouldn't just slam people like this. Teachers are suppose to show concern, provide motivation. Ok...maybe she did. Because of her saying things like this makes me want to prove her wrong.
Previously she told us to write definitions for Energetics chapter, which I DID. Then today she asked for it but instead of saying definitions, she said 'formulas'. I was quite shock, I thought I did the wrong thing. So when she asked who didn't do, I raised my hands. And she gave me that piercing stare. Then she continued," Those who didn't do by next lesson, you can just stand outside class!" I got upset knowing that she has something against me. It was after she started lesson for a little while that I noticed she was actually referring to the definitions. So I was innocent lah! But I got on her bad side already.
I believe she is bias towards those who can perform for chem. Its not just me saying it. Those that don't score also feel that way. If that's the case, I can only say I'm unlucky to get someone like her. Because I am trying...I really am...
Saturday, February 02, 2008Y
Oh god, finally, after an entire month of torture studying during the weekends...I SHOPPED! Lol. Retail therapy does wonders for the soul! =D
Chingay was shit. I have no bloody clue why they wanted to waste 1 hour of our time beyond our scheduled time..telling corny jokes. Wasted my time, I could have gone shopping! Boy, I can't wait till this whole trash is over.
So we went pastamania (Charlene, Pehgek, Ruiwen, Qinlei and me!) to have lunch. Then there was a powertrip and we had to have a romantic lunch in the darkness. So cool huh?
I forced them to take pics, or else I wouldn't feel the motivation to blog. So, here they are!
Yea, Lei and I
TRYING to act artistic by taking our reflections. No wonder Ruiwen is repulsed. Haha.
This is Peh's lousy camera skills. Where got people take this kind of angle?
Peh's trying to make up for it, but erh...
Ruiwen keeps refusing to take pics! So she can only be our camera man woman
This is the best pic I could sneak of Ruiwen. Don't know what they were discussing...looks so intense...
Actually I wanted to go home and finish my homework..but then I flipped to my diary and its so damn plain. So my itchy hand went to draw on it. Lols. Waste my own time.
